Charisophia

Recently I became a member of Plinky in hopes of finding inspiration to write. I hope it evokes more thoughts, but for now here’s a start:

I have never thought of starting a bucket list. I always thought they were silly. Since becoming a mother I’ve watched how fast my little girl has grown from a helpless infant into an independent, expressive,  and mobile little person. That has made me realize how quickly our time on this Earth goes by. I need to stop putting off my goals and start checking them off my list.

Someday I want to…

Be a counselor at summer camp
It is something I’ve wanted to do since I was 18. I always thought the camp counselors I knew were the coolest people on Earth. It seems like such a fun job too.

Hold a baby primate
Growing up I wanted to be a zoo keeper. Particularly I wanted to work with orphaned primates. I’ve always been in love with animals, especially primates. Perhaps because they are so human-like. To this day, I still dream of at least getting to hold one.

Visit India, Europe, and Egypt
So much history lies in these places. I want to set my feet in history, if that makes sense.

Be a teacher
I always wanted to teach high school. It may be too late to reach that goal; someday I may go for it.

Have a farm
I’ve always wanted a horse. I remember begging my Mom for one when I was younger. I had plans of keeping it in the backyard and earning money for feed through chores. I haven’t lost my dream of owning a horse. One day I want to own a big piece of land and have horses, sheep, pigs, and maybe a duck or two.

Publish a compilation of short, non-fiction stories
I’ve been keeping a journal since I learned to write. One day I hope to compile some of the best (and best yet-to-come) into a book. I’ve always kept my journals private, but I’m curious to see what others may think of my entries.

Be well versed in grammar and vocabulary.
When it comes to my writings I cringe at the lack of correct grammar. Someday I hope to not have to refer to a book or internet search to check my grammar. Secondly I feel like I lack so much in my vocabulary. I wonder if my hindrances of expressing myself are due to a lack of an extensive vocabulary.

Be a Wife
Falling in love is absolutely one of the best feelings on Earth. Love is in a constant stage of growth. It never reaches a stage of completion. What an amazing thing.

Be a Mother
What an amazing miracle to experience. Growing a child and experiencing the emotions that come along with falling in love with a human-being you had part in creating is truly miraculous.